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My life has been one of few choices, everything was mapped out since birth, money was always there unlike my parents,friends could be bought, trouble was never real. Even now I lay here in bed with my Fox as my Kitten is probably getting ready for a date I was never planing on making. Still I think of her, Nothing is ever enough is it? Here my Fox lays after a play session sleeping at her most vulnerable, seeking nothing but comfort and love. How simple life must be for her, to know when she’s home with me it’s just us. She has given me every atom in her body, every essences of her soul, but i want more. She isn’t enough having someone devote herself to me can never be enough. Always I’ve had girls throw themselves at me for my money or for my name it was always fun until one girl. She was a nobody, just a small girl standing against a wall unable to fade into the wall. Me and my buddies joked about trying to take her virginity, typical middle schooler talk. One day I finally went up to her and actually talk to her, Maybe it was the fact that she was actually around her family maybe it was because she wasn’t raised like me, but in five minutes she had my heart. Months went on and I changed for her, She was what I wanted. Money couldn’t buy her, no matter what I gave her she never took it unless it was my time. That is until high school, she actually studied, high school was the time to party, it wasn’t until she was about to slip away that I saw and changed. College slipped by and so did she. I had my Fox, she took every blow emotional and physical, honestly I don’t know why she stayed. I wish she was enough for me, but how can a girl that will give her heart to a man like me never be worth my time. 

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